i want to be excited about something.

doing kinda bad this morning but i’m realizing that it’s because my sensitivity to loneliness seems to have increased… my brain just wants me to talk and talk and talk and see my buddies. what a great time to be living alone!

yesterday i was politely informed by a friend that my boobs are in fact big and my lover is not just being kind. still grappling with this fact. it’s also literally impossible for me to be boymoding apparently because of this. but i do it and no one says anything so *shrugs*